********** Sahaja Space Poems **********

Love poems towards my yiddam Vajratsattva. These poems were written between the years 1994 and 1997 and explain my work more than trying to write about my work, as they are written forms of my work they are the same substance as my work.

All dharmas are essentially pure

I too am essentially pure

1995

And in the blackness of time beyond the depths , In all directions .... Issued forth a flesh eating beast, Evil of thunder, And from its body a blackness issued forth, And he spoke in chaotic harmony, And his song was like forms risen from the abyss to determine magnitudes.

His known name was Beyond Evil, Lord of the darkest diamond Crystal light....

He moved in all directions, And from this being of thunder i heard a voice, And i heard a voice saying Show thyself today may be your last... And i saw things and i heard them....

And then the sound of thunder appeared, And to his right i saw a golden thunder of light, Like a fire dragon raging in the vastness of cloud formations....

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And to his left silver nectar flowed in all directions.... And the darkness beyond evil emanated from within and without....

Rays appeared in all directions, Rays of light, Warm and cold and warm moving outwards and inwards through my body, rainbows entered my eyes, And my flesh became aflame with Crystal magic, And your voice was like crystal music, And all around i heard the thunder of your crystal love.

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In your vastness you are invisible... Invisible beyond comprehension.

Like a magic color. A magic color existing only in the forgotten memory of dreams, Of dreams in the dark of the night, Your body of darkness is like the manifestation of thunderous dreams, Which are like the continuous ever-changing flow of waves, Waves of flowing darkness, Waves of burning hot blood like daggers, Daggers of blood like thunder, Thunder blazing, Blazing in the thickening night... Merging with sheets of metallic crystal, Crystal of iridescent formations, Formations flowing of hot icy sharp molten globules, Globules falling in all directions....

Falling in time emanating fear, Pulling with exploding force, Piercing all with totality....

The treacle shade of matter fluctuates within the formless elemental totality of the illumines thickening night.

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And radiating from your movement iridescent forms of beauty moved with the rhythm of the thunderous darkness.... A darkness of immense depths and totality, Which illuminates depths of dimensions beyond the surface of conceptual thought.

An avalanche of stillness raged outside and beyond time, Raged on the edge of the intergalactic vastness, A vastness of thundering tranquillity......

The rains of tears which flowed, Flowed in sprays of rainbow transfigurations, At the edge of this experience And emanate from the center and in all directions simultaneously....

Your sound is the movement of chaotic harmony, Of total unification which reflects all things indiscriminately.......................

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1997

With unfolding destruction, Thunderous in its apparition, An utterance of darkness issued forth, Blackening the thick tar of night, Blackening the hemisphere of the inner regions of cold dark flowing blood..... And from the multitudes of your dimensions a sea of fire and oceans of ice formations arose.

And you spoke in tongues of thunderous multitudes, And fire raged from your calmness like ice crackling liquid, And the storm of your compassion moved spontaneously in an all encompassing motion. And dreams of wrathful sound moved in formations of molten raging liquid of iridescent transfigurations and phantoms of formless visions arose and transpired simultaneously.

And the saturating darkness washed away all darkness into the void of the dark crystal of purity.

And the song of truth, the song of interconnectedness ripped apart and spilt open all things to their true nature. The nature of all encompassing vastness..

And blinding flashes of light, Blinding flashes of light ripped out and issued forth from your vastness of being in streams of thunderous liquid energy in the form of a raging battle, And the sound of thunderous silence, the sound of invisible dimensions penetrated all things known and all things unknown. And monsoons, monsoons of tears, pure, pure in formations of liquid crystal fell, fell in all directions from the centre of your fathomless being.

And your movement, and your movement was like an eclipse, your movement was like an eclipse. Ana the sound of molten and the sound of angels wings were heard, heard within the polarity of your unflinching, unfolding motions and feelings, feelings of transgressions, moved, moved within invisible motions on the flow of dreams in the thick blackness of the night.

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And in the stillness of your endless bliss syllables erupted within the magical movements of your wings.. And your wings were the texture of omnipresent beauty flowing with the rapture of magical dreamlike formations woven with invisible stars which moved within the eclipse of your being....

And within the stillness of the ocean of bliss syllables of light and dark erupted simultaneously within the spheres of your manifestations.............

Whereupon the sound of interconnectedness issued forth in all directions... And from the center there arose a thunderous movement of great protection, A movement of 5th dimensional storms.. Storms of crystal magic, Storms of nectar, Storms of raging integrity...

And within your movement sheets of molten ice tears splattered with crackling evaporation within the eclipse of stars and screaming motions of transfigurations engulfed the black heavens of the thunderous intergalactic skies..... And multitudes, Multitudes of teardrops thickened in the night skies.... Whereupon formations of Crystal mist clouds raged upon the event horizon.........

All dharmas are essentially pure

I too am essentially pure

Travelling at sub sonic speed, The body of the spaceship was cruising away from the galaxy of mystical experience... On leaving the galaxy, the ship passed into and merged with a foreseen meteoritic cluster.... This baptism of fire lasted six whole days.. The ships whole flesh had become aglow with molten liquid, White hot like a burning peeling rash..

The meteoritic storm had now passed.. And though the main body of the ship had withstood the storm, Fragments of the body of the ship had now been lost forever.. Holes... Dents... and new scars now prevailed where flesh once lay..........

The hungry storm, Shocking and damaging though it was, Was now a de-solving continuum of mass, de-solving away into a backdrop of a passed experience.. Leaving is with the temporal nature of the universe...

There was now time to soften, and to de solve the tension created by the merge with the storm... There was now time to go deeper, Deeper than flesh, Deeper than ones fragmented distorted attachment, There was now time to dissolve boundaries in the vast expanse of space...

The ship was now moving in the direction of the Orion mists, Mists of glacier like formations of pure iridescent consciousness, These mists are so vast and so part of our essential primordial makeup.... That they are invisible motions, Leaving impressions only on the unconscious...

The unknown regions which lay ahead were shrouded beyond time, and gave no hint of the destination unknown, Ice mists burn with crackling evaporation when joining space with the fractious body of repetitious engravement.... The liquid crystal mists saturated itself into the glowing molten flesh of the ships being...

And amidst this great transfiguration there arose the sound of universal compassion, The syllables of this transfiguration engraved themselves onto the ships flesh which could ever so faintly be read....

ANURAKTO ME BHAVA

Black suns in the thickened skies, radiated a blue hue which absorbed itself into all things indiscriminately... A song of consciousness from deep within the ships being emanated into the blue hue of the licorice night, And all around the chaotic harmony raged into the stillness of the unknown.

Many myriads of sleep formations bloomed in the thickening night skies. The ships wake became alive with the flow of dreams, And the flow of dreams carried the ship deep into the galaxy of unconscious awareness, Whereupon a thousand tears appeared.. Absorbing themselves into the ships being.. Enabling a stillness to emanate from within, The stillness was unobstructed within its movement, And the sound of silence radiated in all directions.

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